Still Into You

I have been broken for quite a while now, to the point where I thought I couldn't be fixed. Every girl that tried to talk to me I'd push away because I haven't learned how to let her go. But then I began to talk to a girl who also happens to be broken. She has stopped feeling, she has stopped caring because someone broke her like she broke me. I was attracted to her for her honesty and being up front with me. When she wants to say something to me she'll say it without regret. She's an Aries. They speak their mind and never take a word back. I love that about her. I will always get feedback from her. She has become a great friend to me. I can see the hopelessness in her eyes. I can see the broken piece missing in her smile. But then I made her smile and laugh and something in me lit up. I started to feel alive again. I started to remember what love feels like. This girl is my friend and we will remain friends for as long as possible. In my eyes I see it as a friendship for eternity. I love talking to her about everything. I wake up thinking about her and go to sleep hoping she's thinking about me. I want this friendship to last. I want it to become a relationship where we can help each other heal. I want to be her "perfect" girlfriend. I want her to be mine so I can show off to the world how amazing of a girlfriend I have. Someday I hope this will happen and if it doesn't then I just hope we'll stay great friends. I'm always going to be your friend. I'm always going to be your shoulder to cry on, your friend to hug, your friend to catch your tears before they fall. I love you friend. And I can't wait to see you. Everyday is a day closer to being in your arms. And every time I think of that my heart not only skips a beat but grows bigger for you... Ill be here waiting. Cus I don't wanna be alone. I really wanna be with you...